Monday, May 28, 2012

Memorial Day

Darin, Jonathan, and I enjoyed a rare morning together on Memorial Day, and then went to Parky's Farm. 




"I don't want to pose for a picture, I want to chase the chickens...."

Jonathan was following the chicken around while flapping his arms and saying, "Bawk, bawk."


After Parky's Farm, we headed home for lunch and a nap (much needed by all).  Then we had a grill-out at my dad's and got to break in the new swimming pool.

"What up, Q?"

"I got an egg!"

G-Man


CJ



Saturday, May 26, 2012

Life Lately

Jonathan is extremely blessed to have three sets of grandparents.  Here are some pictures of a day at Grandma and Grandpa Beck's house:
Play-doh fun with Grandma Beck!


Silly faces!


All tuckered out with Grandpa Beck.




Potty training update: Jonathan has been doing pretty well with the potty training thing.  We usually put him on the potty every hour or so, and his diaper is dry about 80% of the time.  Sometimes he even tells us that he has to go pee...and he's even pooped in the potty twice!  Darin taught him this I don't know where he learned this, but he insisted on taking his book with him to the potty.



Can't a boy have his privacy?


I know you have all been anxiously awaiting the swim trunk reveal...so here it is!

"Popsicle" swim trunks.
 When I asked Jonathan why he chose these swim trunks he said, "'Cause they kinda look like popsicles."  :O)



First swim of the summer!  We were invited to our friend Jenny's house for a meal and a swim.  Jonathan LOVED being able to "swim" freely wearing his Puddle Jumper!  We had so much fun and can't wait to swim more this summer!
Water guns are AWESOME!



No chance of dehydration on this hot day; Jonathan drank his weight in water!


"I'm gonna get you!"




Weekend in Indy

Darin's niece, Mallory, got married last Saturday, so Jonathan and I took a road trip to Solsberry, IN to attend the wedding and spend some time with Darin's parents.  (Darin had a church golf outing on Saturday and he had to preach on Sunday, so he wasn't able to join us on this trip.)

Jonathan enjoys riding in the car, and he is able to entertain himself for long periods of time (as long as no one sits next to him!).  We enjoyed singing along to one of Peter Frampton's CDs, and Jonathan played his "bat guitar" for much of the ride.  He also entertained us with jokes and weird voices.  :O)

Mallory and Will's wedding was outside and it was HOT gorgeous.  I think I took more pictures of Jonathan, though!  He looked so handsome in his sweater vest (before we peeled it off of him!). 

Stud muffin.

Just paying some bills before the wedding started.

Grandma "Jeank" and Papa Terry.  I love my in-laws!

Reading a book about puppies to pass the time.

Buddies
Love the colors!

Mallory and Will



Mr. and Mrs. Will Padgett!

Love my little man.

Can't leave Grandma Jeank out when it comes to kissing!

Jonathan was totally in love with this bear...

...and the fountain.

Look at those cheeks!  It was HOT!

Giving the bear a "high-five".

My handsome dates.

Catching up on his reading.

So sweet.

"I got my 'sungwasses'!"

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Finding Contentment: An Attitude of the Heart

Notice that the title of this post is "Finding Contentment"...not "Contentment Found," meaning that this is a work in progress....

Lately, I have been struggling with finding true contentment in my life.  I feel like I'm living in the future, rather than in the present.  And frankly, it's not much fun.  Here are some examples:
  • Our home is wonderful; better than I ever imagined.  However, it's on the market (for 13+ months now), and I'm just not comfortable living here.  I have boxes stored at my dad's house and boxes stored in my garage, and I'm hesitant to paint or hang anything on the walls.  I just can't settle in here, knowing that we're selling our home (or at least trying to). 
  • I want to grow my family, but it just hasn't happened, yet.  I'm extremely blessed and honored to be raising such a joyful, humorous, and kindhearted little boy.  I absolutely love watching him run, play, laugh, sing, and pray.  I am definitely finding contentment in this area as I just enjoy being a mother of one.  This is a very special phase in my life, and I am thoroughly enjoying every moment, minus the tantrums and rolling-of-the-eyes.
  • As a teacher, I am fulfilling a dream that I've had since the 2nd grade.  I'm trying to teach my students how to treat others with respect and teach them to have a strong work ethic in order to prepare them to be contributing members of society (all this on top of trying to help them experience success academically)!  Believe me, it's not easy.  On top of the behavior and academic concerns, there are students that are living with grandparents and aunts and uncles because their parents have passed away, are unfit, or are incarcerated.  I love teaching, and I hope that I am making at least a tiny positive impact in the lives of my students.  However, I am burdened with guilt over the fact that while I'm babysitting/parenting teaching my students, my son is with another family...and not me.  It's hard to leave everyday when Jonathan is begging me to sit and play with him.  I want to be a stay-at-home mom, and after working in the public school system I want to learn more about homeschooling.  
I'm not content.  I'm living in the future, in my dreamworld, and it's making me crazy.  On our family walk tonight, Darin and I talked about our discontentment, and how we feel that God is trying to teach us that we are trying to find joy in "things", rather than in Him.  That if we just _______________, we'll be happy.  I've seen this lifestyle before, demonstrated by materialistic people who are never satisfied because once they get something, they want something else.  The cycle never ends, and these people fill their lives with "things," but they are never truly happy.  We're definitely not in the same category as that.  We're not consuming "things"; we're just in a period of waiting, and our waiting is causing discontentment.  True contentment for our family would be understanding God's will for our lives; not just being satisfied.  And that's what everything in my list boils down to: understanding God's will: Move/Stay put; One child/More children; Teach/Stay-at-home mom.

I am going to choose to be happy, in spite of life's circumstances.  I am truly going to count my blessings because I am blessed beyond measure, and I don't thank God enough for His provision in my life.  I challenge my readers to do the same: thank God for all of your blessings...it will make you happier just thinking of all of the wonderful people and things in your life!

Check out this article on contentment from Focus on the Family, and please be in prayer for our family as we adjust our attitudes and mindsets to be centered on God's will, rather than on our own will.


Monday, May 21, 2012

Summer Swimwear

We have been very busy lately!  I think I spent more time in meetings than in the classroom last week!  It's nice to have a "normal" week of school this week as the school year winds down.

Jonathan and I went shopping for swim trunks last week, and if you know my son well you know that shopping is always an adventure.  He enjoys shopping and generally behaves pretty well.  However, he is extremely picky.  When we go shoe shopping he refuses to try on shoes.  Every.  Single.  Time.  So why did I think picking out swim trunks would be any different?  Maybe I'm just crazy, or maybe I'm just not yet ready to admit that my little guy is just plain stubborn like his daddy and me.

Anyway, I showed Jonathan a few different pairs of swim trunks that I thought were cute:

Circo® Infant Toddler Boys Swim Trunk - EbonyCirco® Infant Toddler Boys Swim Trunk - Blue
Circo® Infant Toddler Boys Swim Trunk - BlueCirco® Infant Toddler Boys Swim Trunk - Racer Red 

(By the way, Jonathan kindly corrected me when I told him that the red shorts had "flowers" on them.  "No, those are leaves."  He was right - the shorts at the store were covered in a lot more leaves than flowers.  *Sigh*)

These are the shorts that Jonathan picked out:

Thomas Toddler Boys Swim Trunk - Dark BlueCirco® Infant Toddler Boys Swim Trunk -  Blue/Orange



(Totally NOT my style.)

I bet you can't wait to find out which swim trunks won!  Too bad - I'm not going to tell until I get a picture of him in them!

~Note: All swim trunks featured can be found at Target.com.